Saturday, September 19, 2009 . 11:25 AM
even you're gone now..how do you expect me to stay sane?
and how can i stop saying it if it's not all my fault that this has happened.
from the start, i was a mistake, a disease, plaguing the lives of people i treasure.
Thursday, September 10, 2009 . 4:38 PM
The crashing waves roll slowly, bringing our vessels to such proximity. We have floated above the wall.I reach out my hand to yours. But you are hesitating.
But I'll persist.
Saturday, September 5, 2009 . 3:09 PM
Fighting TearsFighting tears. Tears that fight.
A wall once stood between us;
peaceful, we were ignorant of mutual presence.
Curiousity killed me,
And I decided to tear it down.
I teared, teared and teared
and soon a hole was big enough
for us to know each other
and hold hands.
It was great like that.
I often threw paper bundles across,
telling you everything in my life,
and i got sweet returns.
But they were merely returns.
Though our hands were closely connected,
I never could
understand the neutrons
jumping and shooting about
at the other side.
And when the flood finally came,
it was overwhelming,
slow but sure.
Oh how i wished
that flood could have broken that barrier,
and helped the tears that fought to get into the wall
Instead, this flood separated our hands.
Like a fool, I continued putting my hand through
What was I thinking of?
The story of the girl who put her hand there to save everyone?
No way. So I let go.
Now I can finally look through the hole
But I don't see anyone.
And soon the flood will come
And distort my vision.
It's time to
Head back to my own base
to build my ark
which will sail off in a different direction from yours
To the other end of the world.
This time, I will be too busy
fighting tears in my own ark
Though I never understood what happened
At your side.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 . 10:42 PM
The time is ripe.As students, we know what our final destination is for the next few months. And I today I declare that as of 1 September, this blog will be undergoing hiatus, intense hiatus at that. It is time to say one of my last thank-you greetings to many of you before i go into hibernation. D: Besides my tuition friends and church friends and HCI homies though, cuz i dont think i'll be daoing u guys for mugging? o.o
My phone, msn and blog will all be going undergoing intense hiatus. Time to call yusong's home phone with anything substantially important.
Well but anyway, a very big thank you to all of you who I probably won't be interacting much for a few months. Especially to xuan and magg. A big, big hug and thank you. to you all this while. (:
Of course I haven't forgotten the many other friends... jiaming (considered since we're in different classes now), lynnette, Jol, XR, sock... and the list goes on and on..
This is my personal take, but I think right now, for this exam season.. especially for the O level people, it is really more worth it to "abandon" your friends for a while and concentrate on your studies. It is a win-win situation. Especially dangerous since any loss in concentration can cause you to lose any hope of a dream jc or anything at all..
Think of it this way.
In a big storm, when you're with friends on a rocky boat, friends you treasure and love deep in your heart, is it better to talk to them and control the ship at the same time, which is an immensely difficult task and dangerous as well, or would you rather have all your concentration on controlling the boat and ensuring the safety of the boat so you can all be alive to witness the rainbow after that gruelling period of time.
During that time, you may be impatient, sometimes wondering why you have to be stuck with such a tedious task and caught in such a situation. But good things waiting for.
Yes, you are one of them, jelly. We'll be waiting for the rainbow to come, when our divergent paths will finally come together as one. (:
I love you.
Amen.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 . 8:06 PM
Something's happening to blogspot. D: which is kinda weird.i need a new refreshing blogskin. D: this one is getting too depressing..
today i got HEAVILY sunburnt during tennis sabbatical. A lot of parts are red now. Imagine an Egyptian Pharoah, with the red parts in place of the jewellery: my hands,my neck and around my face.
And when you're sunburnt, it hurts a lot. You have to be careful not to scrape too hard during shower and make sure that part of the skin does not come off and make u look like a mutant.
And when you're heartburnt, it hurts a lot too. You have to be careful not to revisit those portions too much and make sure that your heart does not start flaking away into pieces.
I'm coming back to the heart of worship.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 . 11:21 PM
Oh no you don't.I'm doing well so far. (:
Sunday, August 16, 2009 . 3:40 PM
Just die.And here you are?
Studying for tomorrow's test, reading your whole life story, losing your kingdom, and everyone around you, because of your dumb tyranny.
Yeah yeah yeah some hoohah you made yesterday, running away for 4 hours. And what a terrible nuisance you were to noodle, who had to tend to you and all that.
Did it work? no.
you're back to your tyrannical ways and you're being totally stupid and lame.
hahaha.
And you're losing one person you most value in your life.. because of your dumbness.
